We don't make it to Jordan's grave as much as I would like. The other day we were able to get over there and visit his graveside. I wanted to take him a toy. I thought something maybe he would be playing with around now if he had been born in May. I figure he would be around 5-6 months old if he were alive. We left him some rings.
A few days later when we were at the house Tanner pulled out some rings, similar to the ones we left for Jordan at his grave and said, "Jordan's." It really touched my heart to hear him say Jordan's name. Even though Jordan's body is dead. His spirit lives on. I want my children to know he is a part of our family, even though he may not be with us right now.
We know without a doubt that Jordan is our son and that we will be reunited with him after this life to raise him as our son. We are blessed to have an ETERNAL family, one where our son is on the other side of the veil (our family unit extends to beyond this mortal existence). I know the Lord has a work for him to do there.
Angles administer at times, when needed, to those of us on this side of the veil. I wonder if at a future day Jordan will be there to help our family, if we ever are in need of an angles assistance. I believe we will be blessed to have his help on occasion. The veil can be thin at times and I am grateful for the connection I have felt with Jordan. I'm grateful for his assurance he has given me that I am his mother and that we are an eternal family.
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